Someone pointed out, after watching my videos, that the beginning is offputting, because my anxiety is noticeable. Perhaps I should have edited it better, chosen a smoother introduction, but I guess I like the truth to it. Sitting in my room, trying to read or create something, and nothing happens. I instead chose to make this video. Make something to communicate. Not sure if it works. Not sure if I was true to the daisies I had in my head.
Lovingly, I accept what she says. I hope it helps another somehow.